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i'm like a rainstorm to people whose biggest fear is getting wet

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sometimes i think i should be alone.

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like my mind is a rubik's cube,

and no one will ever figure out the

correct combination to get all my colors aligned.

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they get frustrated, and they give up.

it's too hard.

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my emotions get in the way,

and then i'm crazy.

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no, not feeling something, just crazy.

 

delusional. a mess.

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sometimes i'd rather not appoint an 

external presence with all that i cannot explain.

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sometimes i don't want to feel responsible

for a fucked up situation,

and go a whole week without wanting to

rip all the hair from my shaved head.

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sometimes i just want to write

and sip my tea

and hear the echo of my own voice

because no one else is in the room with me.

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- sasha hinds -