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i'm like a rainstorm to people whose biggest fear is getting wet
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sometimes i think i should be alone.
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like my mind is a rubik's cube,
and no one will ever figure out the
correct combination to get all my colors aligned.
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they get frustrated, and they give up.
it's too hard.
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my emotions get in the way,
and then i'm crazy.
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no, not feeling something, just crazy.
delusional. a mess.
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sometimes i'd rather not appoint an
external presence with all that i cannot explain.
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sometimes i don't want to feel responsible
for a fucked up situation,
and go a whole week without wanting to
rip all the hair from my shaved head.
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sometimes i just want to write
and sip my tea
and hear the echo of my own voice
because no one else is in the room with me.
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- sasha hinds -