i'm like a rainstorm to people whose biggest fear is getting wet
sometimes i think i should be alone.
like my mind is a rubik's cube,
and no one will ever figure out the
correct combination to get all my colors aligned.
they get frustrated, and they give up.
it's too hard.
my emotions get in the way,
and then i'm crazy.
no, not feeling something, just crazy.
delusional. a mess.
sometimes i'd rather not appoint an
external presence with all that i cannot explain.
sometimes i don't want to feel responsible
for a fucked up situation,
and go a whole week without wanting to
rip all the hair from my shaved head.
sometimes i just want to write
and sip my tea
and hear the echo of my own voice
because no one else is in the room with me.
- sasha hinds -